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Bringing the funny even in a time of sadness. That's a great character trait and will seriously help you in life. Prayers for a peaceful passing for your uncle and strength for your gma.
My Uncle was transferred in to Hospice today . He probably will be dying today. In a way I hope he does so he can stop suffering and move on to the next point in his life. My grandma is not taking it so well and she bumped her head yesterday and is in the hospital. They are giving her medication and I think to help deal with her nerves when someone is dying. Please send her positive reps and pray that she gets through this. She is a tough person so I think she will but it does not hurt.
Praying is a way of saying you're doing something without actually doing anything.