do you feel like a loser when you are the only one replying to your thread?
you rejected God; He did not reject you. i can't post in like half the threads in this forum, thanks to the wonderful openness of the liberal thread starters, but you need to disabuse yourself of the notion that people are born gay. that would inevitably lead to either a two teired humanity or a separate but equal humanity, and neither version is correct.
people make choices, and they live with those choices. we're all tempted by all kinds of sin, and same sex attraction is just that; a temptation to sin.
if you don't yet know how dark, dismal, and meaningless the gay lifestyle is, you haven't been in it very long. it produces nothing but despair and death.
The day you give your heart to Jesus, He will set you free.