it's not a good day. Internet been down all day, and not coming back til noine tonight!Not a happy camper!
it's not a good day. Internet been down all day, and not coming back til noine tonight!Not a happy camper!
I'm so impatient! I hate limbo..... electricians come....turn off power.....turn on power....disappear. Supplies possibly?
Can I shower and have electricity for the mop? Can I dry the mop in my undies? Can I go out? Will they keep coming in and out?
Will I be able to read the books I bought on my iPad without wifi?
What if I can't make coffee? The horror!![]()
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spazz was good to me and so was harlock & lou, and i say this apology not to be forgiven or anything regarding face
i was pissed about the bar trolling the THSS forum and how people reacted to it here
us & them and gang mentality has never been my thing, i do not judge i just prefer to be defined as an individual
making a thread to bring rep on chirza and kanye was my way of heling things and people meddled and attacked and i saw that as wrong and it set me off on whoever trolled my thread
you didn't want them here, i get that and respect your decision and if you have the power to do it , more power to you
but to lock them out and taunt them with that fact in the bar was hypocritical and pissed me off
after a month i don't care anymore, and Jesus its just the internet
spazz has always been good to me and the knife thing, that was a rumor i heard from another thread
harlock it upset me the most to loose your friendship,your a good person
lou skunt i was mad and your poston that thread provoked me to unleash my disorganized nonsense
i don't regret what i did in the thread, im a person and i let out personal feelings unfiltered when having a difficult week
im just sorry for not handling what i thought of things at the time better, i should have shared it with you more privately
im just not an us against them guy, and if anyone puts me in that situation by the people im with ill strike out against the wrong party
maybe i misread it and it esclated
i just took offense to you guys getting your wishes (and for things that are fine and do understand why you would want)
but to have somebody get that and pour salt in the wound else where
pissed me off
lou your better than that, and i have no beef with you, for it, i do it too
this has got to make sense i hope
i know i wont be seen as your friend but your all not dead to me and i respect yo
you deserved better and i understand your hostilities with my character
i am who i am and ill say and do what i want
apologies again for my popoff when thread was attacked, it was a heated time personally and on here and just didn't have the energy or patience to be classy
spazz you keep this forum clean from trolling and do it well
harlock your kind and fair to everyone , you have the most heart of any poster ive seen
lou your a psycho but a damn good enforcer for your friends when u feel they are croosed, you care for them and you tough about it, overall making you a caring person
if it wasn't for u 3 i wouldn't have posted on thss forum as much as i did
i apologize because its the right thing to do for people have done good things for me and treated me as a friend in the past
i don't expect anything from you in return , i just wanted you to know why i took offense at the time and acted the way i did
i got issues like most, and my regret is not resolving my issues with you guys differently
i'll leave your forum alone now so things don't get awkward, but id love to be there and still participate,
but that's how ill give my penance
apologies again
and hope we can all be cool again someday
Last edited by Ritalin Melt; 02-05-2013 at 10:33 AM.

ps. i just snorted ritalin and lorazapam together
sorry for the terrible writing above
Oh Mami.....I tried to be "normal" but it didn't work. It really hit me today that my lil boy will be born in 14 days. I'm actually starting to think of Seraphina as my "surrogate"....Enough said.
Oh....and if my hub asks? We'll just keep this to ourselves.![]()
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